I understand losing of self in love sweetheart. I do that very often but have learnt to guage the respect for it.
I have prayed like a monk; lived in penury amidst this abundant world and lost a sense of creative force I am every time love throws me off my game.
Today it overwhelms as I am in love with someone 15 years younger than me and his priorities are way different. Having said that I refuse to people please and seek validation of any other. I sharply see his truths; my truths and our truths.
It chides me to act from the wisdom - past years of life have given me and allows the joy to fill every cell of my body and being daily.
It wasn't easy my Peter Pan when you healed my brokenness with your smiles; charm; warmth and by sharing the beautiful family you gathered and created. It was more than what others could create in a lifetime. Today it won't be easy for you to heal from the rejection of elixirs you have brewed; the courage you guard them with and the innocence you shelter.
Wendy would like to be a mere mortal. Yes; I know it is an unfortunate choice. I may not sit with you as I flutter today gathering lights of hope and fairy dust in the dark forests. These are for those who give up on life and don't have your gifts. That is my path to glow in dark and be the pixie that others dream to catch :)
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